Friday, 4 April 2014


I guess you are not facing your fear.
I guess you are just afraid that you are able to do it. To take control of your own self.

Wednesday, 31 July 2013

Wednesday, 24 July 2013


if they sell this,
the whole part of me would be dead.

Friday, 19 July 2013


To your mother and father. Feel free to blame them for everything that's wrong with you, but don't forget to give them credit for everything that's right. 

Sunday, 7 July 2013

they asked me to put the title


one of the men's best friends is his car.



keep calm and suit up.



one day i would be here.



it is not just about someone beautiful,
it is about someone who could make you happy.



white is always the color.



the coolest superhero ever.



lets be the gooner, wayne.



genius.



it is a friendship and brotherhood,
not a place for politician to back stab the other party.



i always like to watch the night sky. the calmness is beyond any other thing around us. 

Thursday, 13 June 2013


Ask me what do I want.

Then this is the answer.



I just want to fix the air cond for us.

I just want us to still consider about each other after every fight we have, no matter how angry we are, like we always do now.

I just want both of us still thinking about each other when we are not together, no matter how bad our “friendship” is.

I just want you to know that you don’t have to talk about how great, fat or ugly yourself are because you are always perfect to me.

I just want you to know I don’t admit a lot of beautiful things about my thought and feeling towards you because I don’t know how to say it. It takes time to speak about the wonderful things.
I don’t want to lie and speak something wrong to you. It’s not an ego. It’s about trying to get use to new things.

I just want you to stop comparing me with the other things. I’m sorry but I am not them. And please do not act like I am one of those guys.

I just want you to be there for us when we are together.
I just want days and nights where there is only you,me and our car, and both of us free to do anything we like together. And live like we are the characters in the movie.

I just want you to know that you are important to me. You are the only one that see every single side of me. And I appreciate that so much.

I just want us to be super happy together.

Saturday, 9 February 2013

keep calm and tackle the ball


What do you see before you tackle the ball?

Everything. The speed, the intensity, the timing; every single thing. You are not just diving in. You go into that clash knowing that you will get the ball. And you walk out with the statement. This is my place. Anyone who try to create something here need to face me.

First battle is the most important one. It will determine who is the better?; the attackers’ skills or your patience, intelligence and determination to stop them? First challenge will bring you the confidence.

After winning the battle, the satisfaction is perfect. You start to have a very great anger, but you start to control the situation. The opponents begin to think about you. The teammate starts to feel less worry. You are waiting for the next battle and you will throw every single part of yourself to win this.

Keep tackling.

Friday, 8 February 2013

do you want the moon?


Do you want the moon princess?
I will try to take it down and bring it to you
Though I know, maybe you want something brighter.

Do you remember that day honey?
The day when the stars were our friends
And help made our unknown wishes come true
                                            
Do you know what is love, lover?
Or you are still too busy looking at the evening sun
Leaving simple rain and rainbow without any words

Do you want the moon, beauty?
I will take it down for you.

Sunday, 27 January 2013

football is everything


football is believing
football is total commitment 
football is mud, sweat and drive
football is whatever it takes
football is the team sharing one goal
football is what you give, which is 101%
football is brotherhood...
on and off the field.
football is everyone's legacy
football is a sign from above
football is finding a way...
to win for the home crowd

football is everything.

Saturday, 12 January 2013

monday is the new day


New haircut, new shirt, new life. Monday is the beginning of everything. I know I am not fully prepared for this situation. But that’s life. You will not be ready until the days come. This is the time to learn to handle things.

Don’t rush. Time is what I need the most here. I hope I will enjoy everything, especially the suffering part.

Stay close to the god. He will lend you his hand.

Wednesday, 21 November 2012

stay strong, gaza


ya allah ya tuhanku, allah yang maha besar yang menciptaku, memberi nafas dan hidup kepadaku, yang memberi segala-galanya untukku. ampunkanlah dosaku, dosa kedua ibu bapaku, dosa rakan-rakanku, dosa semua umat islam yang masih hidup ataupun telah meninggal dunia. ya allah ya tuhanku, aku tahu engkau tuhan yang maha mendengar, jadi terimalah permohonanku untuk saudara-saudara islamku di gaza ini. lindungilah mereka ketika berjuang untuk agama islam, syahidkan mereka jika mereka terkorban, sediakan syurga untuk mereka, lindungilah mereka semua ya allah. lindungilah anak-anak kecil, kaum-kaum ibu dan wanita ya allah. aku tahu ini semua sudah tertulis dalam takdirmu namun engkau kurangkanlah kesakitan yang dihadapi mereka. ya allah ya tuhanku, ampunilah dosa kami kerana tidak mampu membantu saudara-saudara kami di sana. ampunilah kami kerana cuma mampu melihat sahaja mereka menderita. ampunilah kami kerana tidak dapat berjuang bersama mereka ya allah. namun engkau gerakkan hati kami untuk sentiasa mendoakan mereka. sesungguhnya kami tidak memiliki senjata hebat seperti yahudi laknatullah namun kami memilikimu ya allah. dan sesungguhnya senjata terbaik untuk kami adalah dengan memohon kepadamu ya allah. amin.

Wednesday, 24 October 2012

welcome back, jack.



Welcome back the new number 10. Welcome back young leader.

Bring us the stability, the fighting spirit and everything you have in yourself for this club. We know that you love this club so much. Lead us to the victory, future club captain. You are one of the best midfielder in the world, no doubt.

Get your first touch of the ball. From there, lead this team to win this war. Welcome home, Jack.

Sunday, 21 October 2012

don't go into that argument


Don’t go into that argument. You don’t have to. Stay in your line. Be mature and wise. Don’t become their preacher.  Everyone has their own characteristic. You don’t need to prove they are wrong. You just have to do the right things. Learn to accept the disagreement around you.

Keep a simple life. Wake up, drive your car, go to class, have lunch, rest, spend time with the family, practice, have dinner, watch movie and get back to your bed. Do things for yourself, not for the others. Do the right things, not the things that that will always prove that you are right. Yes, you will make mistakes. Every single time. You are human being.

Enjoy your life. Keep asking from the god. Who are you to question his perfect work?  Just do your job. You will never know what you want until the day you reach them.

And always remember this. Say thank you and be happy with your life. Slow and small are beautiful. They always do.

Thursday, 4 October 2012

when you will become a better player?


You think you are good enough. You think you can tackle, pass and play. You think you are at the best form of your life. You think you have already reach your limit. Bullshit. You are nothing. You don’t play football at all. You enter the battlefield with fear in your heart. You just let the winger beat you. You always wait for the ball to come to you. You are scared with someone who is better and faster than you. You are worried that everyone will blame you. You think too much. You don’t have to. Believe in yourself.

Challenge and push yourself. Face and become the best. Well, at least try to. Think while you play. Keep your calm and play your game. Be more hard working. No excuses. Be the one who leads his team to the victory. Go for every ball.

Practice difficult every day, next champ.

Monday, 1 October 2012

someday.


Someday we will walk,
Someday we will talk,
Just like in the past.

Someday you will be there,
And you will remember me,
Just like yesterday.

Someday maybe I will stop praying,
Someday maybe this love will stop breathing,
But the fate will keep staying.

Someday we will see,
Someday we will understand,
Someday.

Friday, 17 August 2012

in arsene we trust


Are you sure you will deliver, Robin? No one knows. If you can’t, personally as the Arsenal fans, it will be really great for us. But if you scoring for fun for the Devil the same way you did  us last season, we will just move on with your transfer. After all, you did so much for us last season. Thanks.

I believe without Robin Van Persie, we still not gonna suck too much. Well that’s up to our new strike force:- Podolski, Giroud and Cazorla. And it’s up to Gervinho, Wallcot, Santos, Arteta, Wilshere, Rocisky, Gibbs, Vermaelan, Koscielny, Sagna, Ox, Song, Szczesny, Coquelin. It’s up to every Arsenal player now. Just make us as the fans proud with the crest on our left chest.

38 games. 19 home and 19 away. Win every single one, Gunners. Our season starts today.

Friday, 10 August 2012

drown


Close your eyes. 
Listen and breathe. 
You don’t have to do anything. 
Just let yourself drown and fall into the dark.


Answer me someday.

Monday, 6 August 2012

constantine


Hell wants him. Heaven won't take him. Earth needs him.

Sunday, 5 August 2012

Thursday, 2 August 2012