stay strong, gaza

ya allah ya tuhanku, allah yang maha besar yang menciptaku, memberi nafas dan hidup kepadaku, yang memberi segala-galanya untukku. ampunkanlah dosaku, dosa kedua ibu bapaku, dosa rakan-rakanku, dosa semua umat islam yang masih hidup ataupun telah meninggal dunia. ya allah ya tuhanku, aku tahu engkau tuhan yang maha mendengar, jadi terimalah permohonanku untuk saudara-saudara islamku di gaza ini. lindungilah mereka ketika berjuang untuk agama islam, syahidkan mereka jika mereka terkorban, sediakan syurga untuk mereka, lindungilah mereka semua ya allah. lindungilah anak-anak kecil, kaum-kaum ibu dan wanita ya allah. aku tahu ini semua sudah tertulis dalam takdirmu namun engkau kurangkanlah kesakitan yang dihadapi mereka. ya allah ya tuhanku, ampunilah dosa kami kerana tidak mampu membantu saudara-saudara kami di sana. ampunilah kami kerana cuma mampu melihat sahaja mereka menderita. ampunilah kami kerana tidak dapat berjuang bersama mereka ya allah. namun engkau gerakkan hati kami untuk sentiasa mendoakan mereka. sesungguhnya kami tidak memiliki senjata hebat seperti yahudi laknatullah namun kami memilikimu ya allah. dan sesungguhnya senjata terbaik untuk kami adalah dengan memohon kepadamu ya allah. amin.

welcome back, jack.

Welcome back the new number 10. Welcome back young leader.

Bring us the stability, the fighting spirit and everything you have in yourself for this club. We know that you love this club so much. Lead us to the victory, future club captain. You are one of the best midfielder in the world, no doubt.

Get your first touch of the ball. From there, lead this team to win this war. Welcome home, Jack.

don't go into that argument

Don’t go into that argument. You don’t have to. Stay in your line. Be mature and wise. Don’t become their preacher.  Everyone has their own characteristic. You don’t need to prove they are wrong. You just have to do the right things. Learn to accept the disagreement around you.

Keep a simple life. Wake up, drive your car, go to class, have lunch, rest, spend time with the family, practice, have dinner, watch movie and get back to your bed. Do things for yourself, not for the others. Do the right things, not the things that that will always prove that you are right. Yes, you will make mistakes. Every single time. You are human being.

Enjoy your life. Keep asking from the god. Who are you to question his perfect work?  Just do your job. You will never know what you want until the day you reach them.

And always remember this. Say thank you and be happy with your life. Slow and small are beautiful. They always do.

when you will become a better player?

You think you are good enough. You think you can tackle, pass and play. You think you are at the best form of your life. You think you have already reach your limit. Bullshit. You are nothing. You don’t play football at all. You enter the battlefield with fear in your heart. You just let the winger beat you. You always wait for the ball to come to you. You are scared with someone who is better and faster than you. You are worried that everyone will blame you. You think too much. You don’t have to. Believe in yourself.

Challenge and push yourself. Face and become the best. Well, at least try to. Think while you play. Keep your calm and play your game. Be more hard working. No excuses. Be the one who leads his team to the victory. Go for every ball.

Practice difficult every day, next champ.

someday.

Someday we will walk,

Someday we will talk,

Just like in the past.

Someday you will be there,

And you will remember me,

Just like yesterday.

Someday maybe I will stop praying,

Someday maybe this love will stop breathing,

But the fate will keep staying.

Someday we will see,

Someday we will understand,

Someday.

in arsene we trust

Are you sure you will deliver, Robin? No one knows. If you can’t, personally as the Arsenal fans, it will be really great for us. But if you scoring for fun for the Devil the same way you did  us last season, we will just move on with your transfer. After all, you did so much for us last season. Thanks.

I believe without Robin Van Persie, we still not gonna suck too much. Well that’s up to our new strike force:- Podolski, Giroud and Cazorla. And it’s up to Gervinho, Wallcot, Santos, Arteta, Wilshere, Rocisky, Gibbs, Vermaelan, Koscielny, Sagna, Ox, Song, Szczesny, Coquelin. It’s up to every Arsenal player now. Just make us as the fans proud with the crest on our left chest.

38 games. 19 home and 19 away. Win every single one, Gunners. Our season starts today.

drown

Close your eyes. 

Listen and breathe. 

You don’t have to do anything. 

Just let yourself drown and fall into the dark.

Answer me someday.

constantine

Hell wants him. Heaven won't take him. Earth needs him.

nie boje sie odpowiedzialnosci

" the only thing I can hear is my breathing and my heartbeat "

a week of radiohead

01:51am, 03rd august 2012 - 01.51am, 10th august 2012

y u no stop complaining and find a better way?

127 hours

You woke up in your bed.

A few hours later you were a hundred miles from home.

It was one of the best feelings in this world.

This is your script. You just have to wait and stay in line.

Have faith.

You are good, kid. Keep going.

legolife

Life just should be like this. Create something you want from every separated piece you have. Every day just have to be simple, spontaneous, slowly and easy.

Take a look at every little thing. And have fun with it. 

best scene ever

          The surrounding. The music. The situation. The friendship and loyalty. The setting. The surprise. The credit. The moment. Perfect scene.

It is funny how we need to lose and learn before we can win and lead

         Bastian Schweinsteiger. I always adore him as a player.  For me, most of the football fan, media and pundit nowadays just give a credit to more attacking style midfielder such as Xavi, Fabregas. But the real mastermind in center is someone who can hold the ball, slow the tempo of the game, make a quick decision and play a simple pass and touch. Bastian Schweinsteiger is one of these types of player.

           
          Last night surely was the worst night for him. His penalty miss cost Bayern the biggest trophy in Europe.  Worse, it was at their home ground, Allianz Arena.

           
          But that’s life. The setback makes our life interesting. I am pretty confident he will come back stronger as a player and as a person.  We as human will not learn anything if we always do something correctly.

           
          Euro 2012 is the best place for Schweinsteiger to redeem his mistake. Surely he will use last night experience as a motivation to prove something in Euro

           
          Every best player will face one of those night. For Bastian, it was yesterday.

dream house

Please be mine. One day.

the art of keep going

          If I can’t see the heaven, should I choose the hell? If I can’t get any weapon, should I choose to run? Turning back is not always the solution. Not for me.

                

          Yes. You are right about the future. You are right about the heartbroken.

                

          I’m not saying I would not quit. I’m saying if I deserve a chance I will die trying.

                

          I’m saying I would fight like hell. It’s not just because of you. It is because the instinct. I’m going try to create the strength to break the wall.

                

         I will try my best to get up after every hit. I will try my best to figure out what the solution is. I’m saying I always try to do something.

                

          It’s not about how hard you fight. It’s all about how you be there every day, still do not believe it is time to admit you are defeated. And you keep believing that no matter what the outcomes are, they are worth it the shot. So you always keep going.

               

          I will fight slowly. One step at time.

life is just like the television series

          The moments in life. The good one, the normal one, the bad one. Those moments help us to face January till December. Every single year. It’s just like the seasons of television series. It’s just like déjà vu. We change our hairstyle, we have new environment, we have new people surrounding us while we still spending time with our family and old friends.  We struggle everyday although we don’t have to. We try to work things out although things are really simple actually. We fight literally and figuratively. And we make decision on everything. We stuck. We try to get out. Every seconds of our life is just like television series scenes.

           Real hero faces his problem. Figure out what the real problem is and just have a go.

your song

I’m stuck

I don’t know what I should do

The time is moving too slow

I don’t know should I stay or go?

It’s not fine

The air is killing me

I wish things are that easy

I wish things are that easy

So when you listen to this

Do put a smile on your face

Cause making you smile

Is always something

And, and when you run to the cold

Do still look at the smiley moon

Because he will keep you warm

So when you listen to this

Do put a smile on your face

Cause making you smile

Is always something

20.1.2012

          I am not doing this.  But the words seem can keep the moment live forever. 

                

          I spend my time alone; staring at the lake, listen to the calming sound of water movement. It is kind of cool because whether you are alone or with someone, you still have a good time here. And it is much cooler because it is you. This is sentimental. This is sad. This is nature and natural. This is the flow. This is something. This is the part you recall every priceless moment and you start to say thanks.

               

            Thanks.

return of the king

" 9-12-2011 day the statue was reveal

  9-01-2012 day the statue came alive " - wenger2009,from comment on youtube

it's your flow, not them

Why should I go fast like wallcot if I can hold the game like arteta?.
I make a decision, not them.
Let the play do the talk and let the god decide on us.